Received via email. Lymerick
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ZORRA of Hollow Earth

My dear Sisters and Brothers,

I am writing with a heavy heart as I pondered Zorra's call and the effect on me and to many all of our Dinarland folks and Lightworkers. Today, Jan. 21st has been difficult to recover from. I am referring to Zorra's call today. The bottom line is that I felt very let down by Prime Creator. I have felt very defeated. Zaraya and I both feel angry that the 800#'s promised to us all by Source, Prime Creator, was not done. Yes, we understood and forgave the situation that it didn't happen on the 25th but Prime Creator again gave us hope and a promised plan that we would have those 800#'s by the inauguration or the 20th of Jan. Then nothing happened again! I felt like we were made fools of. How could we ever believe what Prime Creator would say next? We are talking Prime Creator or Source! How could this be! How can anyone at all override his/her decision! That's unreasonable and unbelievable to even think that. How can we ever believe what he will say to us next? How will be able to trust her/him again? How do we even heal from this?

I know that I'm thinking out loud like this and that I am probably of lower vibrations but I felt that you might understand as we are all in this together. We are all human. Some of you may be more forgiving and that's fine but for me right now, it's just too hard after all of the waiting and our faith and belief that it was truly our time! We have worked hard to to get to this point.

After, the call, I had another long discussion with Zorra about the 800#s, and I could see that he, too, was not happy that the the free will was not removed by Prime Creator. Zorra does understands how we all feel. He too looked sad. He does feel what we feel as does Zaraya and Saraiya.

We as Lightworkers have depended on the 800#s to be released and for so many, many reasons. We know them all. Now that since it has not been released, well, as far as I can see, the cabal is winning this game so far. When will all of this be over. The only one who can help is Prime Creator at this point. Even Zorra's hands are tied. Free will can only be removed by Prime Creator because he created it. Therefore, only he can remove it. It remains in his court as we say. As Zorra said, it is what starts the domino effect!

Need I say any more except to thank you to those who read my letter and for taking the time to read it. I, too, now feel betrayed and crushed. Zaraya says that he feels angry and sad about this too.

With that, do try and rest for we have another day ahead of us. I know that we each will do our best again and try to regain some sense of semblance from all of it.

I will have to meditate, go out into nature and I hope I can say, "I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you and I love you to Prime Creator" and let go.

Love you all,
Jane